Tuesday, April 23, 2019

Dear Mrs. O'Connor: My Mother's Autobiography - June 1992

My mother always wanted to write and illustrate children's stories. In 1992, she started a writing course and a Mrs. O'Connor contacted her and must have asked, "tell me about yourself". My sister, Lisa, works at the same law firm as my mother did and found this on the computer.

  
June 16, 1992

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Dear Mrs. O'Connor:

         It was a pleasant surprise to read your letter of introduction because I find we have common interests.
   
         My life has been a very interesting one.  I am the second of five children with a mother who was disciplinary yet loving.  Her basic teachings were the importance of family, love, honesty, charity, forgiveness, and most important, to be ourselves - don't follow the crowd.

        Even though I had plenty of love from family, I was not a happy child, due to being born an introvert.  Once I met and married my best friend, life changed completely.

         After high school, I went to Art School - Pratt Institute, School of Advertising Design.  Now I wish I had taken illustration instead, as that is what I like best.  Women were not accepted in Advertising Design in those years, so I never made a living at it, but the basic teachings were a great help to me.  I did earn quite a bit doing the one thing I disliked the most - lettering of signs, certificates, invitations, etc.  My main employment has always been as a Secretary.

         My first job at 16 was becoming a lady butcher.  I was hired to count ration stamps in the meat department of the First National, as World War II had started, and rationing was the big thing.  As time went on, the head butcher (70 years old) taught me the basics of cutting, carving and chopping meat as well as cleaning fish.  He also taught me how to choose good, tender meat from the poorer, less tender cuts.  This, of course, has helped tremendously as a housewife and mother.  From then on, it was Secretarial work except for a brief time spent as an assistant at a Veterinary Hospital.  I love animals, especially dogs, so it was an enjoyable occupation.

         I was married in 1951 and raised three children, a boy and two girls.  When our son was one year old we moved into a four-family house, first floor.  We recall the fourteen years at this house as the home of happiest memories.  When our son and most of the neighborhood children were around four or five, our home was where they all congregated.  My husband and I both worked but when we got home at night and on weekends the house was always full of children.

         I could write a whole book about our experience with these children.  My husband and I spent many hours playing with them, and as they grew, talking with them and giving advice when asked.  Their parents couldn't understand how we could put up with all those children, but we felt they were missing all the fun and enjoyment of raising their children.  After both of my daughters were born it was even more fun.  I spent many hours making birthday party favors, Halloween masks and outfits.  The masks were made of wire which was covered with the same material as the costumes - dogs, cats, pumpkins, witches, etc.  I also made a lot of the children's clothing, including coats and hats, and each Christmas all the dolls would be washed, hair combed, and new outfits made for each of them.  My son's little cars were painted each time they became a little scratched.  He did not like to see them messy.  My husband also spent many hours repairing toys for the children, ours and the neighbors', as well as household and car repairs.  The children were so used to his being able to fix everything, our daughter even thought he would be able to bring my son's pet squirrel back to life after it had died.  I could write an interesting and true story about this house on Elm Street and call it "The House That Cried."  Maybe I will get an opportunity to do this during my writing course.

         Now we are grandparents of 5 children ranging in age from 3-1/2 years to 20 years old.  I am presently living with a 3-l/2 and a 6 year old.  We are now Grandma and Grandpa to all the neighborhood children.

         My husband and I were both involved in Scouting.  He was a Scoutmaster of my son's troop for about 26 years, taking them camping, hiking, etc.  I was an Assistant Cadette Girl Scout Leader, my daughters also being involved in Scouting.  We were both Counselors in the Boy and Girl Scout religious Awards, Lectors at Sunday Mass and I was a Religious Education Teacher for about fifteen years.

         We were skin divers, scuba divers, horseback riders, do-it-yourselfers.  Most of our vacations were spent with the children camping and hiking.  Once in a while we would change to visits to museums or nature centers.  We did take the girls to Disney World once.  We rented a motor home -- what a way to travel, especially with children!  We even went on a 50-mile hike with my husband's Boy Scout Troop.  My son was out of Scouting by this time, but my two daughters and one of the girls from my Scout Troop went along.  We took a whole week for the trip.

         Outside of the trip we made to Disney World, I had never been too far from home -- Vermont and New Hampshire, New York and Washington had been my limits.  In 1986, however, I had my first airplane ride and our first vacation without children.  We went to Jamaica with two other couples.  What a wonderful experience!

         As far as employment is concerned, I am presently a Secretary with a law firm -- a job that has proven to be a lot more interesting than I had expected.  It sure gives you a lot of people to pray for.  I became a working mother out of necessity and when my son was three years old I went to work for Famous Artists Schools for six years, a job that I loved because art was my greatest love, except for my family, of course.  I left there when I became pregnant for my first daughter (9 years after my son, having lost a baby in between).  When my daughters were four and six years old I had to go back to work again and became an Import Secretary for Tea Importers in Westport, a job I held for l8 years.  My husband and I became Amway Distributors during this time.  I will be forever grateful to Amway because it changed my whole outlook on life.  I became much more of an extrovert and discovered that setbacks are only a means of learning.  Between Amway and my mother's expression "God never gives you more than you can handle," I became a changed woman.   The "survivor" instinct became quite prevalent.  Believe me, it has held me in good stead.  The last six years have been almost terrifying, but I'm still carrying on.

         As far as writing is concerned, the thought that maybe I could be a writer has been with me since I was l6 years old.  I have written a few things, basically for my own pleasure, which have been well received by those who read the material.  As each child became 18 years old I wrote him or her a letter expressing my feelings as their mother and pride in them as individuals.  They still have their letters and were quite impressed by them.  Maybe being a writer is just wishful thinking, but we will find out, won't we?  I have had such a full life, volumes can be written.  The children of today, though, are my main concern because I feel they have a tough road to travel.  If I can be a good influence on them, I will consider my life a success. 

         My likes in reading material are ones about nature, adventure, mysteries, human interest, comedy and biographies.  My favorite magazines are American and National Wildlife, Reader's Digest, The Catholic Digest and National Geographic.

         I would eventually like to illustrate my own books.  I have the ability but would have to brush up on today's methods of reproduction -- my education is a little outdated in this field.  I think one of the greatest things I learned in art school was to "see" the things I look at.  There is a big difference in looking and seeing.  I remember the thrill of "seeing" the things around me for the first time.  The grass was no longer just green, the sky just blue or the trees having gray or brown trunks with only shadowing changing their hues.   The world was full of colors I had never noticed before.  It was exhilarating.

         As the old saying goes, "We don't have much money, but we sure do have a lot of fun."

         I look forward to working with you on this writing course and hope I do not disappoint you or myself.
 
                                                                                                 Very truly yours,
                                                                                          

                                                                                                  Shirley A. Hector
 
 
I loved reading this and brings back so many wonderful memories. She was so right, we didn't have a lot of money but we sure did have a lot of fun.
 
Until next time,
Karen
 
 

Friday, December 14, 2018

My Story: They Almost Caught Santa Claus

We lived on Elm Street in Norwalk, Connecticut and it was a huge house converted to hold five apartments. My parents rented one of two first floor apartments and my paternal grandmother, Eva Hector, rented the other. At one time other family members lived in the upstairs apartments but at this time they were all empty. I believe I was around five years old, my brother is 9 years older, and my sister is three years younger than me.

Christmas Eve was the time to decorated the tree. I believe my parents planned it that way hoping it would tire us out and we would go to sleep that night.  One Christmas Eve my brother, Michael, and my father, John Hector, ran into the living room telling us they had a plan to capture Santa Clause. I remember them being so excited about it. I hated the idea because if they captured Santa I wouldn't get any gifts. 

Time goes on and we are almost finished decorating the tree when we hear chains rattling and dragging on the roof.  We hear my father and brother talking but its muffled and we couldn't hear what they were saying.  All of a sudden there is loud stomping on the roof, running in the room above us, my brother running down the hallway stairs coming in asking for a hammer and nails then running back up. They were adding spring loaded traps so if Santa stepped on one his leg would get caught. Yes, my father did have two of them!

What I remember next is going to bed very upset and my mother telling me they won't catch him and not to worry about it.  Think about it, you're five and you can't wait for Santa to come and now your brother is going to ruin it all. 

Up early on Christmas morning, we run for Michael, Grandma Hector is coming through the door, and we sit together to open our stockings. We always opened our stockings with Michael and Grandma Hector so my parents can slowing wake up, make coffee and have their first cigarette.  My parents come in to open their stockings and Michael starts handing out presents then stops, runs out of the apartment, runs up the hallway stairs and you can hear him on the roof. Within minutes he's running down the stairs yelling that he didn't catch Santa BUT he did have a piece of Santa's red suit. It was a red piece of velvet with a little bit of white fluff on it and we all took turns holding it. I was so excited that I was holding a piece of Santa's suit.

The following Christmas I made my brother put the piece of Santa's suit back on the roof with a letter telling Santa we're sorry.  Do you know what happened?? Magically the piece of Santa's suit is gone and on the back of that letter is a note from Santa telling us he thought he ripped it on his sleigh and thanking us for our honesty and to have a merry Christmas.

That house on Elm Street was always a magical place.  MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Until my next story,
Karen

Thursday, August 6, 2015

I don't have a father!

No he didn't have a father in his life. This man was just a name of his birth certificate.

His name, David Henry Knapp.



That's pretty much all I will tell you right now. You see I found there are quite a few Knapps in Connecticut and New York.  It also makes it hard because I found three Davids.

If I have the right David, he lived in Bridgeport, CT his adult life and worked at the Salts Textile Company in Bridgeport. Never married.

Many Knapps, many questions, not very many answers.

The first birth certificate I found after my father died was not a certified copy and did not list a father. Also, if he wanted a certified copy he would have received this one. I believe the other is fake.




The first thing that catches your eye is the large O.W. written on the certificate. It stands for Out of Wedlock.




Thank you to the Vital Statistic Manager in Bridgeport, she confirmed it's meaning and said, "Try to keep in perspective that at the time of your father’s birth and for many years later, it was a horrible sin to be born of wedlock and much effort was put into hiding and/or covering it up.  It was especially devastating to the birth mother and the child.  It was a secret they often took to their graves."

Was this the taboo subject they didn't want to talk about?

HIS MOTHER: Eva Ceretha Hector




Her registered birth name is Evangeline Seretha Hector.  What's the real spelling of her middle name? 

Color of Mother: White
All research states African Black.

Residence of Mother: Hillside Home, Bridgeport, CT.
Poor house and it also included a hospital with a nurse listed by the name of Eva Hector.

Birthplace of Mother: Oromocto, New Brunswick, Canada
Actual birthplace Gagetown, New Brunswick, Canada

Does this leave you with more questions?

Did you really think I was going to give you the answers all in one post?

Sorry to leave you hanging but most of the questions must be answered in a separate post.

More to come soon!

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

What I thought I knew

I believe the Hector side of the family were great story tellers. As I continue my research, I can see where some of these stories came from but not all.

Here is a picture of my father and grandmother. Probably the only picture I have of them together and both smiling. Although they were mother and son they hated each other.


This is what I was originally told.
  • My father said he didn't have a true father. The first birth certificate I found after he died had no father listed. I understood what he meant by no true father.
  • My father's middle name was William.
  • My grandmother said she was the only one alive in her family. Besides her parents she only had one sister.
  • They were Maliceet Indian. Heard this tidbit from my father. He also told us that she used to dance in Pow-Wows. He also said at one time we were such a small amount of Indian that it doesn't count.
  • My grandmother was originally from Massachusetts then that changed to Canada.
  • One story that I know is true, confirmed by relatives, is when my parents were dating they would walk into a restaurant and was told to leave because they don't serve my father's kind.
But why so angry to punch a hole in the wall?  

Back then times were so different that many things that happened in families were embarrassing and never talked about.  Now everything about peoples' lives are posted on Facebook.

I really want to know why it was such a taboo subject. It may be a story hidden away forever but right now I'm not giving up.


Thursday, February 5, 2015

Yes, a hole in the wall.

He was angry, he punched a whole in the wall, and we never asked again. I will never forget it. He just walked into his bedroom and shut the door. My mother wouldn't tell us anything because he asked her not too.  With that moment burned into my memory, how could I not do the research!

That moment was when I was in high school (1978) but I didn't start my research until 2005. My parents died in 2004 and going through a box of their documents, I found birth certificates for my father, John Hector, and his mother, Eva Hector, plus a picture of a grave stone with names and birth/death dates of her father, mother and grandmother.

I opened an account with Ancestry.com and found quite a bit of information but slammed into a brick wall.  I wasn't sure if what I found was correct. At the same time my sister was researching online and found the break through I needed.  She found a book with tons of family information plus pictures. When she saw the picture on the cover, she ordered the book. The photo on the cover looked like a younger version of our father, John Hector.

Let me introduce you to my grandmother's brother, George Hector, The Whistling Banjoman.


This book is full of family names, dates, locations, and pictures. There is even a picture of my father and his mother in the book. My sister even contacted the author who sent us information and pictures of the Hector homestead.

I will stop here for now and give you more details in another post. If any family members and friends have information to share, please leave me a comment on a post or email me at the address listed under my photo.